why? Cause I fall in love with writing, I can draw deeper and deeper and feel like in heaven. When I am working on my writing project it's like i find my own world.
And I think following quotation from greatest writers will confirm my belief in writing :
For me, writing is exploration; and most of the time, I'm surprised where the journey takes me.
Writing is a cop-out. An excuse to live perpetually in fantasy land, where you can create, direct and watch the products of your own head. Very selfish.
Neither man nor God is going to tell me what to write.
James T. Farrell
The reason one writes isn't the fact he wants to say something. He writes because he has something to say.
F. Scott Fitzgerald
There are many reasons why novelists write – but they all have one thing in common: a need to create an alternative world.
Close the door. Write with no one looking over your shoulder. Don't try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It's the one and only thing you have to offer.
No one is able to enjoy such feast than the one who throws a party in his own mind.
We are a species that needs and wants to understand who we are. Sheep lice do not seem to share this longing, which is one reason why they write so little.
Writing is the best way to talk without being interrupted.
The only reason for being a professional writer is that you just can't help it.
Writing is the only thing that, when I do it, I don't feel I should be doing something else.
Like everyone else, I am going to die. But the words – the words live on for as long as there are readers to see them, audiences to hear them. It is immortality by proxy. It is not really a bad deal, all things considered.
J. Michael Straczynski